Hey, hello and HI!!
It has been forever since I was on this little space of mine.
I’ve been in a place of absolutely nothing to say that could be said without sounding like a giant whiner. I couldn’t even get myself to do Monday Motivationals because the thought of doing it…well I couldn’t even look at a motivational quote and not get depressed.
I’d like to say, “you know how busy summer is, it got away from me!”, but that isn’t the case.
The first month was good. The second month my back pain came back and I was down for the count and so sad about it. There were a lot of pain killers and muscle relaxers and a drugged stupor. NO BUENO. I actually had to go through withdrawals. That freaked me out. I was finally able to get an MRI and a steroid shot till I can get in to the surgeon. Now there are two bulging discs instead of just one and surgery is imminent. I cannot tell you how not excited I am for this. I have life to live and it is just not going to happen for awhile. So if you are reading this and I have been the worst friend or family member, please forgive me. I have been high and out of it.
Thank goodness for aunts and a big sister who took the girlies when they could and did the fun things with them. There was lots of mom guilt as they spent wayyy too much time playing video games and binge watching Netflix. Mom guilt. ugh. It is the worst kind of guilt, isn’t it? I feel it a lot and usually when I really can’t help whatever is going on. I am 100% sure that I am not the only one who deals with the monster that it is.
So I am back for a bit. My little business is taking the worst hits of everything right now. Everything non essential is on hold. I feel like every time I get things going it’s two steps forward and three steps back but I am not giving up. Not this time. Even if it is two years from now or five years from now, it’s still the end goal. Bringing women here to connect and recharge is so important to me. Teaching Soul Restoration and arts & crafts classes and all the good stuff that comes with those is still my passion. Someday you will gather with me in the Art Cabin.
I just wanted to let you know you are still in my heart and on my mind.
We will be having our first Soul Restoration Workshop of 2019 in January. You can click here to find out more about it.